New York, I Love You But Your Bringing Me Down.
That is what I was actually feeling. I think the world is conspiring me. I don't have hints of how really to get there. And its freaking me out but everytime I say this and it made me realize that I really need to do something to get there. What a useless entry! Hahahaha! I don't think so! This is like a venting out session with me and the web. Out of too much Gossip Girl I think that's why kind of paranoid as to when I'll get there. Alicia Keys newest album the "Element of Freedom" is even cool for me now. Last time I checked I don't like her music that much. But after hearing the reprise of Empire State Of Mind after their collaboration with Jay-Z's album the song hits to the bone.
With Gossip Girl I'm glued whatever you call it! With all the characters there I find myself like Dan Humphrey but towards the end I realize that I am more of Nate. How wonderful it would be if I have the world they are roaming. Its so scary though because you may not live up to what others are expecting from you. I always remember this line that "To whom much is given, much is expected." Its a Christian teaching which I have a big dogma on it. The more blessings your received the more you should extend it to those who need. I'm like talking that I'm really on their shoes. But, if I have I would definitely clean-my-shoes everytime. After hearing that Chace Crawford was caught in possession of hash I'm not into that. I like his character on the show but not the real life. It's a bummer though because I need to wait till fall to see the show again. So I'm thinking of revisiting season 1 to season 3 again.
If could choose between Blake Lively(Serena van der Woodsen) to Leighton Meester(Blair Waldorf)? Not even I blink I would choose Blair. The question now is will they choose me? Beginning of the show I love Serena's character she's on for changing herself from being wild to being tamed. Until towards the end of season 3 Blair has been consistent to her character. I know not their faults its the writers. Blaming? As if they will matter. Until then this will be all about venting out I guess.
I know you don't love XOXO gossip boy!